edward & expensive things.

I read "Twilight" today.
the whole book.
cover to cover.
I'm kind of a nerd I guess.
I can't help it.
I would be reading and then suddenly notice that I would have a silly grin on my face.
It happened over and over again.
It's was ridiculous.
It just makes me happy.
Edward Cullen...makes me happy!
I read a book over the summer called Austenland.
Its about a girl who is so infatuated with Mr. Darcy that she can't seem to hold down any other relationships with real men.
I think the same problem may face me sometime in the future.
What if I can't find a man who compares with Darcy & Edward?
What a tragedy that will be.
ha.
kidding.
kind of.

I went grocery shopping last night with my roommate.
Living is so expensive!!
My goodness.
We didn't really even buy that much stuff, and basically stuck to the necessities
(with the exception of dark chocolate covered almonds...I was a nanny last summer in SLC and the mom loved dark chocolate. This family happened to be SUPER healthy - I think most people who know me would be incredibly proud of how healthy I ate that summer - with a veryyyy minimal amount of sugar in the house. So when there would be dark chocolate almonds in the pantry, I would basically be in something fairly close to what I believe Heaven is like. Needless to say, I am now a super huge fan of dark chocolate covered almonds..I love it!)
Anyway...
I was shocked by how much money I spent.
Its ridiculous.
Everything costs so much money!!
College, rent, books, food, clothes!
Shoot!
Plus I'm trying to save for my (hopefully) amazing New York trip this summer.
wow.

It was cold and cloudy today.
Absurdity.
It is may 14.
And it should definitely be sunny.
My goodness.